You can call me Sammy. I won't share too much personal information here for privacy reasons. If you know me by another name, please do not share that publicly. If you suspect you do, please reach out privately.
I live in Europe and I'm in my early 20s. I've been actively participating in fandom for over a decade; I mostly prefer interacting in small groups or through formal, slower methods (posting fanworks, pages like this one). I love exchanging messages, though!
I'm a slow writer. I only write when I have an idea for a story, and I spend a lot of time editing and revising. I have abandoned some projects, but I might upload the unfinished versions here at some point.
My main fandom activities are writing and discussions. I also like curating playlists, moodboards, and shrines.
I like toxic relationships and horrible characters. This includes but is not limited to codependency, enmeshment, age gaps, manipulation, incest, good for each other but terrible for everyone else, going through it together. Essentially, a lot of things that are horrible in real life but interesting to read about. I also like cute and fluffy stuff, but that is not the main focus of this website.
I prefer the horrors to have some substance rather than being edgy for the sake of being edgy, but the distinction is not always so clear; I'm a big fan of character studies.
There are not many ships that I enjoy purely in one way (i.e., as fluff or as horrors). With most of my ships, I'm interested in any way they may express, I like exploring them from various angles.
This is a catchall term for relationships I find interesting. This includes "relationship that I find cute", "relationship that I find horrible", and "relationship that I enjoy both as cute and platonic and horrible and not platonic". The lines between these may blur. Because I'm interested in exploring most of these in various ways, I will (for the most part) not distinguish between platonic, romantic, horror, etc. ships, because each would need its own tailored explanation. The "♡" symbol indicates the ones I spend the most time thinking about.
Not all of these are ships I've written for! Some are just ones I like reading and chatting about.